Ah poo that's fucked it *watches his DPS go out the window*
If you're not enjoying something don't do it, plain and simple.
I hope it wasn't something that the existing players forced on you that reduced the enjoyment as I know that rushing has been an issue recently. As a new player that could take away a hell of a lot of the experience from a new player.
Was it the character you were playing or just in general a fault with DDO?
Anyway for standing there, calling the mobs girly names and taking a massive beating from them, I thank you
You did it well.